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the update... [21 Mar 2006|05:47am] [ mood | busy ] Well its been centuries since my fingers traveled to the livejournal website but here i am. I have so much to talk about but where should i begin?? Prom is coming up..i made my hair appointment today and i still have to find a dress. i like this one at deb but everyone has this phobia of getting one there because god forbid someone else might have the same one. And that is very tru. So im gonna keep looking for a lil longer. Hopefully i find one soon. Bathing suit season= i need to work out. NO joke. i got flub and i aint afraid to admit it. This sucks. NO spring sports so i must run or sumthin? I really dont want to go to California lookin like a white couch potato. Plus Im finally gonna go tannin fri. Probably get a month. I need it. For Cali. and prom. THis whole limo thing is driving me nuts. I just dont care anymore. As long as me and my friends have F-U-N!! Last weekend i had lots of it. I hung out with Mel, ROnnIe, ANdrew, AND poRGIE. There all just so great. Well i gotta go eat so i guess im leaving. <33 svs OOH AND ME AND JUSTIN ARE GOING TO PROM!! :) yea! miracle

songs that make u feel [24 Feb 2006|08:56am] Ah-hahaha ahh! Could ya be my one and only I'm tired of being so lonely... come hold me Ah-hahaha ahh! I wanna wrap myself around you Freak whenever you want to Come make me say (oooh ooooh...) Alone in this house again tonight I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me The way that it was and could have been surrounds me I'll never get over you walkin' away [Chorus:] I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain From my eyes Tonight I wanna cry Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby) And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby) Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby ----------- miracle

Soo.. [07 Feb 2006|09:29am] [ mood | frustrated ] I visited Central Friday. I went with Nat, Mel, Dani, and her mom. It was pretty cool. I loved the campus and i got every question i could think of answered. I CANNNOT WAIT!!! I guess Dani fell in love with it too so now i atleast know someone else that'll be there. Thats sweet. We can play bball and vball, i cant wait. Sunday i worked 10 to 5 and it was soo slow being super bowl sunday and all. Yesterday i went shopping at the mall and got a shirt, also walked around with my sister. Today im not sure what im doing probably sitting at home cuz everyone works 4 days a week but me. Tomorrow away vball game at Lakeview. Hopefully we kick their butts. Sat. Vball tourny at Andover. Next Friday LONGHORN RODEO AT THE PALACE!! OOh i need me a cowboy. <33 less than 5 months till we graduate!! YES <33 johnnie ;0) miracle

yup [07 Feb 2006|09:23am] i love CMU!! miracle

I Cannot Wait To Go To College!!!! [25 Jan 2006|08:31am] [ mood | determined ] Yesterday was soo cool. I got a call from a CMU representative that was a junior there and talked to me about anything i wanted to know. I loved being able to communicate with someone from the college. I loved getting room ideas, job oppurtunities, and class scheduling information from someone who knows what their talking about. It was very informative. Im so scared to not know anyone or anything but im ready to make all new friends and have a great time at college. Im SOOO Excited. :) :) :) Away game today against Lincoln. My little cuz is on JV so i can see her there. Ed was a depressing loss. Damn hoes. Today ill probably go to subway and then home to do some major cleanin. Chem exam next hour. No biggie. IM GOING TO MISS STACI HEINZ SO BAD!! I am her dr. phil and she is my oprah. idk but i love her and ill miss her to death. :( Love life is gay. I fuckin give up. I thought i knew what i wanted then its like when u kinda got it u second guess urself and ask is that road really the one u want to take? And now im at an intersection waiting. Just waiting to get hit! lol idk im lost and i need to find a direction. Maybe even a new direction. idk anymore <3hopeless miracle

Volleyball Volleyball Volleyball [23 Jan 2006|08:06am] [ mood | crappy ] Well, we had our tournament Sat. and we didnt do THAT bad. We just played some REALLy hard teams. Fraser was in our pool and man were they good. They sure know how to hit that ball. IT was crazy. Today we have a Home Game VS. East Detroit, so come cheer us on!! :) Hopefully we can get out of this losing streak. I hope we beat them So bad. Well my weekend was pretty good. Fri i went to the game, wat a depressing loss. After i hung out with Starret and went to chuckie cheese and the cheap show. We had alot of fun, i mean i havent really hung out with him in a long time. Maybe we could do it again sometime?? who knows. Sun. i worked 10:30-5 long day. My allergies are kickin so i dont really feel good. After work i went home watched extreme makeover, desperate housewives, and greys anatomy my Sunday Night Lineup. Then shortly after i was asleep. I was very tired. For the rest of the week i have no work until Sunday. which kinda sucks. LOVE LIFE*** is empty. :( Its complicated but empty. <33 im not sure just what to think of it yet. <33 u?? :/ miracle

wow [18 Jan 2006|08:37am] [ mood | thankful ] Oh man oh man oh man. Im sprung. Dawg he Got Me... Got me doin things I'll never do If u ain't been I'm tellin you im sprung Gosh, why do we have feelings. Feelings of love and hurt and pain. It just hurts in the end. Yet we welcome these warm feelings with open arms hoping for tru love and an ease on ur heart. Then when u think u have what u wanted u loose it and feel anger and helplessness. Emptiness takes over the soul and ur gone, lost and confused. yet u still hope for those tru feelings uve once felt that got u to this point. Why?? Love is so complicated. I wish i had all the answers. but only he does. <33 ? 3 Your The miracle

Theres nothing time hasnt touched [16 Jan 2006|09:00am] [ mood | lonely ] Gosh, im tired. I need a stress reliever i need something or someone to just take away the pain and confussion from my head and heart and to just let me let it go. I need to let everything and everyone go. Im too tense to function. I Need .... u?? 1 Your The miracle

You know.. [13 Jan 2006|09:38am] [ mood | amused ] Just when you think you got life all figured out it throws you a curve ball and you dont know whether to give it a swing or to just let it go. Life is complicated. I wish i could just figure it out. So yea im gonna beat whoevers ass that was calling me until 3a.m. private and not saying anything when i'd answer. Shitters. I hate cowards. grrrrrr. Anyways im in the best of mood and im not sure if i should be?? I dont know whats going on but i kno what i want but is it too hard to get? Is it what i REALLy want? Am i gonna regret it? Probably not but i have to ask myself these questions. I know you guys have no idea what im talking about but its just something i have to go through. So, yea growing up sucks!!!!! depressed and confused 5 Your The miracle

Waiting for the midol to kick in... ;( [11 Jan 2006|07:49am] [ mood | cheerful ] Soo Big game tonight, Roseville vs. Lake Shore Im guessing we'll take another win. Come on weve got home court advantage. I believe in our team this year, and it is a great feeling to win. :) hee I love it. Keep up the good work ladies. Lets see yesterday i went to the movies with Justin. We saw Walk the Line, that movie about Johnny Cash. It was alright but gosh owe so very long. My attention was kind of lost towards the end. Then i started to rub my eyes and my contact fell out! ha that was funny i had to go to the bathroom to put it back in with eye drops lol. Then this morning i go to put them and i guess it tore or ripped. So here i am lookin 4 eyed. Nothin against glasses but i would just rather wear my contacts. W/e Tomorrow i gotta work 7-10 and today i got the game and Friday, who knows. I just cant wait for the weekend. later miracle

ya u guessed it.. [09 Jan 2006|09:39pm] We won our second game! ya...were undefeated. Pretty sweet. 1 Your The miracle

well ladies & Gentleman !!!! [06 Jan 2006|01:08pm] Roseville Varsity Volleyball team won their first game last night!!!! We kicked their butts and defeated South Lake. It was awesome!! I dont think our team has ever felt this good after a win in our lives. It was the most exhilirating feeling in the world, so intense, and nailbiting. I loved every minute of it. I see our team really rising this year. :( im just so sorry its my last. Im going to enjoy it all, spiking, blocking, tipping, just the whole game. i love it. Anyways, the first day back wasnt that bad. We mostly just started some new stuff and refreshed on the old. Good stuff. 5 months from today i will be graduating. 1 Your The miracle

New Years was awesome [05 Jan 2006|08:00am] [ mood | grateful ] I dont think id ever had so much fun on new years eve. I hung out with Nat, Andy, Justin and just had a whole lot of fun. With swimming and playing card games. Mostly just good memories. :) You guys are great. Christmas was alright, I got a digital cam ive been eyeing. Also, clothes, shoes, makeup, and just stuff i needed. Especially this Carey Underwood and Mariah Cd im listening too. There both wonderful. Also i had Volleyball all break, not too bad. We had a tournament which i was unable to attend because of the stomach flu. :( I was sick as a dog for like 48 hours. It sucked. TODAY is our first Volleyball game home against South Lake. I hope we do good and win one. We are alot stronger this year, front row, back row, and our setters. Theres no reason to lose. As long as we work together. 8) Work was good. I still work at Rosebowl and i love working with my people there cool. MOST IMPORTANTLY * * * * * * * * * IM GOING TO CENTRAL MICHIGAN UNIVERSITY!!! Its been decided, discussed, and resulted. Im so EXCITED!! It feels SOoo good to work for something and want it Soo bad and to finally have it. Im so grateful and happy. <3 2 Your The miracle

YEEEAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!! [20 Dec 2005|08:37am] [ mood | excited ] DEEEEEEEETTTOIIIIIIITTTTTTTT BBAAAAAASSSSKKKKEEEETTTTBBBAAAALLLLL! Yes, the night ive been waiting for. Im Going to the Pistons Basketball Game! Yea... I cannot wait. I just need to get a piston shirt or something. It just sucks because i cant go to practice. :( We\'ll have to work something out. Xmas is 5 days away. Thats pretty cool. Hopefully, i get something i need this year. Alright, im leaving but gosh im so excited. Also today is the last day until break!! :) :) <33 a very happy girl 4 Your The miracle

Why cant Xmas just come already?? [15 Dec 2005|07:59am] [ mood | lonely ] I have been in the Christmas spirit now for about a month and a half yet no Christmas has come yet. It feels like its been dragging on and on. I hope it gets here soon. Today i have to work 7-10 busy busy Thursday. Im so excited. ;( Tomorrow is home basketball game. Then Sat. is our first Tournament. Coach makes me feel like shit sometimes. Ya, im sure u all notice how MeaN he is to me. Well i dont like it. He did say something to me yesterday that really made me feel good. He said i need to step it up cause im better than this. And that really made me realize that u kno maybe he doesnt hate me?? ha hes just doing his job being hard on us. I love him and i love the game and i am so happy i decided to do Volleyball. I love u guys!! Meanwhile, im almost done with Xmas shopping. I just got a lil bit of Natalie to do, my brother Rick, and a lil bit more of Andy. Then ill be totally finished. :) Yes. Ive spent more this year than all the other years combined. Im glad i had the money to buy things for the people i care about. Like really nice things that i spent the time and effort in picking out and really thinking about. I hope u guys appreciate it. Senior year. Work, sports, work, school, sports, work, MONEY, family, College, work. How rememberable?? ;/ Shit Happens. NOT, well in some cases i guess... things go wrong. You dont know what causes them you dont know why but it just happens. But i read a really good quote recently and i believe it. \"LIFE IS 10% OF WHAT HAPPENS TO ME AND 90% HOW I REACT TO IT.\" So ya, shit does happen but what are you gonna do about it? How will you change it? Good huh? I love that quote. You know what new TV show is really good? Related on the WB is the best. I love it cuz i has 4 different sisters that experience different situations daily. I love it cuz i can relate to some many of them and i think its a good show for teenage girls. Very real. I just wanted to share that. Well, I guess im done for today. I really just want something new and exciting to happen. Something different. Im sick of the usual. ALRIGHT im gone. miracle

xmas is almost here [12 Dec 2005|01:19am] [ mood | indescribable ] Less than two weeks till Xmas and i have alot more shopping to do!!!!!!!!! Volleyball Tournament Sat. @ Mott Yippie!! Yea, i want a man. I\\\'m bored i never have anything to do cuz all of my friends have boyfriends. So, i figured if i have a male friend than i won\\\'t feel left out when i hang with them and feel like the 3rd wheel. So, ya if anybody wants to give me a xmas present than they know exactly what to get me. lol :) <3333 looking for someone new 7 Your The miracle

basketball is over.... [15 Nov 2005|08:51am] [ mood | energetic ] Yes my friends the day has come, my high school basketball career has indeed ended with an unforgettable season. I love these girls more than anything in the world i cant wait to play volleyball with more than half of them. Hopefully in volleyball we dominate rather than get terminated. I think this season will be different. Yesterday was our last game. We got crushed but i enjoyed every minute of it. Just playing and realizing this is the last time was very intense. I would of rather lost with these girls then won with some other gals. This team was the greatest group of people ever and im proud to be on it. I love each and every one of you. Good luck next year! So, to my weekend.....I was sick the majority of it. BUT thur. after the game we went to dani\'s for our sleepover and had lots of fun. We danced, sang karoke, ate pizza and pancakes in the morning, and just hung out as a team. Fri. i went to Chantelles and had a great time swimming in the pool and goin down that tiny ass slide!! Plus i loved shoving dani and schmitty in the hall in there undies. nothing like some butnaked fun. :) PS. Happy 16th Bday Chantelle!! Sat. i worked 830-5 sick all day then i went home and slept 13 hours all night. Sun. worked 10-5 and came home and slept some more. Mon. stayed home and slept till 1130 and cleaned up alil bit. Spent an hour at Secretary of State and got my permit! YA! well, i had it i just washed it and it got alil distorted. So now i have so i can finally take my roadtest. Ya! Hopefully soon enough ill have a car. i just need to keep saving. Ok, i gotta do some work now. Volleyball starts today!! No break or day off just full throttle this year. Im excited tho. Change is always good. Peace Out G <333 Kramer miracle

My weekend was nice... [07 Nov 2005|09:33am] [ mood | happy ] I had a great time this weekend. Fri. i got home from school and just chilled while watching Oprah. Then i got a call. Ring Ring it was Slim!! I missed that kid. He is a guy that i went out with sophomore year for about a month. Then this year he moved out and goes to MSU. i havent seen him in over a year. So he was in the area and stopped by. We went to Red Robin and seen Fantasic 4 at the mall. It was really nice to see him and im very glad we got to hang out. Thanks again Slim for the nice evening!! After the movies i went to Target with Nat and bought a few things and then went back to her house and watched some show on bras with her and Justin. Sat. i had to work with MELANI and then after we went to Oakland mall with Andrew and Justin. Sweet stuff. After we visited Coney for the world famous Hani and then i went home and went to bed. I love when Andrew sings country. HOw CuTe? He\'s a true fan. I knew it all along. Sun. i worked again and almost got fired!!!!! Stupid me forgot to turn on the oven at work. Yea it takes like an hour to warm up and we had a bday party. ME [Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<dumbass.>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] I had a great time this weekend. Fri. i got home from school and just chilled while watching Oprah. Then i got a call. Ring Ring it was Slim!! I missed that kid. He is a guy that i went out with sophomore year for about a month. Then this year he moved out and goes to MSU. i havent seen him in over a year. So he was in the area and stopped by. We went to Red Robin and seen Fantasic 4 at the mall. It was really nice to see him and im very glad we got to hang out. Thanks again Slim for the nice evening!! After the movies i went to Target with Nat and bought a few things and then went back to her house and watched some show on bras with her and Justin. Sat. i had to work with MELANI and then after we went to Oakland mall with Andrew and Justin. Sweet stuff. After we visited Coney for the world famous Hani and then i went home and went to bed. I love when Andrew sings country. HOw CuTe? He\'s a true fan. I knew it all along. Sun. i worked again and almost got fired!!!!! Stupid me forgot to turn on the oven at work. Yea it takes like an hour to warm up and we had a bday party. ME<dumbass. So yea after a little bitchin and a hell lot of orders i was better. After work i went and got some carmel apple a la mode pie at Bakers Square with Justin. :) It was so good. Today i got bball practice then i dont know what im doin. Tues. Away game at New Haven. Wed. Probably nothing. THURSDAY LAST HOME GAME!!!! FRI> NO SCHOOL!! you dont need a man to have fun, no matter what they say.. <333 1 Your The miracle

bball is almost over..... [26 Oct 2005|07:49am] [ mood | hopeful ] Yup 3 weeks or so and ill be movin on up to vball. Yea. Im ready for a change in sports. I need to get my confidence back up to speed. Soon, i can be wearing our BRAND NEW uniforms and warmups!!Yea!! Thats if i can find a way to play vball and work at Rosebowl?? Im not quite sure yet. Hopefully, i can work something out. Im getting my hair done today! im getting some light brown lo-lights. Yikes, im scerd to mess it up. Hopefully it comes out nice. I got yearbook ads due Fri. awe man. I need to get some more sig.\'s. I had a blast from the past last night. It wasnt as bad as i anticipated, actually not to bad at all. Im glad he\'s doin good and spittin that game ;) Go get her tiger! o and *Dont hit my damn locker* Slim and i also talked yesterday. He might be comin down for the weekend. I told him we should hang out and go do something. I wouldnt mind seeing him. I Haven\'t seen him in awhile anyways. i hear him n Matt are doin great, and thats good. Well i guess im gone *my weakness is that i care to much.* <3 Jess 4 Your The miracle

Hello hello [25 Oct 2005|07:45am] [ mood | irritated ] Yea, we got a game today at Lake Shore. We won last Thursday and that was great. Hopefully we do great today. Ugh, Basketball better end soon. Im tired, i wanna go home after school!! Today i can but, you know what i mean. Man i dont want to retake my S.S. meap. I hate tests. Work is doing good. I like my job just not that people that work there..(Will, Joe, Heather, ect.) But besides that i love it. Especially the Jessica and Melani show. Its great. No one new in my love life. And im still surviving. I dont need someone in my life...doesnt mean i wouldnt like someone?? I just dont see anyone worth having at this moment. Im looking for the top of the top. The one WONDERFUL guy. THe big Kahuna! lol IDK ill let u kno when i find him. MAybe I AlReadY DiD? Who knows Ive been havin some weird dreams lately tho. About ex\'s!?!? I mean weird as hell. Again Homecomin was awesome Im out of things to talk about... peace kramer 10 Your The miracle

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